Alicia was having a really good day until she gets a phone call from her best friend's mom saying that her best friend was killed in a car wreck when a drunk driver rammed her side of the car. The funeral date ends up being on her best friend's thirteenth birthday and Alicia doesn't really know how to handle it or what to do without her best friend. Does she figure it out or just go through her life without any emotions? WARNING: THIS BOOK IS VERY EMOTIONAL