saudade • lookism (LOOKISM X M! OC/READER)

saudade ; the love that remains after someone is gone.
(LOOKISM X M! OC/READER)
Your mentor is gone. His replacement lied to you. Leaving Big Deal, you find solace in the arms of the mutt you know before inevitably getting torn away from Gangbuk and back to Central Seoul for your first year of high school at Jaewon High.

Now you get to struggle to survive the beauty department as one of only two men and the only person who can keep Zack Lee in check. It becomes routine- swooping in like a hero to stop whatever bullshit your childhood friend starts a fight for.

And then comes the transfer student, and you find that things keep shifting and changing. And life gets easier and then worse before becoming easier again. And you some days struggle to remind yourself why you're still moving forward.

To find Sinu Han. To locate your lost mentor and hold onto that scrap of family you found in Big Deal so long ago.

crossposted on quotev and ao3