How We Stay
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Some walls are built for survival. Others are meant to be broken.
Louisa has mastered the art of staying hidden in her routines, in her solitude, behind the careful distance she places between herself and the world. Haunted by grief and weighed down by treatment-resistant depression, she's convinced herself that needing others is weakness, and vulnerability is a risk she can't afford.
Then she meets Kellan.
A former foster youth turned passionate elementary teacher, Kellan is all heart-steady, open, and fiercely committed to the kids he mentors. When their paths cross, it isn't fireworks, it's something quieter. Warmer. Like safety.
As Louisa begins to let him in through shared art, tender silences, and late-night porch conversations, she is forced to confront her deepest fear: what if love asks her to be seen?
Told in alternating perspectives, How We Stay is a slow-burning, emotionally rich story about healing, found family, and the messy, beautiful work of learning to love without armor.
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