Losing You

"YOU" He spat out glaring at me.Those eyes...those eyes that were once soft and welcoming were now full of hatred.... Looking at him was too painful.... I couldnt, I wouldn't...

I tried to walk past him knowing Lika would be wondering why we were taking forever but he blocked the doorway with his big frame

"Rami please-"

"Please?" he laughed darkly

"I don't fucking know what your sick plans are this time" He said stone cold eyes piercing my soul. Stepping closer to me as I tried to step further back trying to create whatever space I could get. My back hit the cold concrete wall alarming me that I had nowhere else to go. I looked down trying not to meet his cold glare as I held in tears that were just waiting to come running down.

'How much I wish the floor can swallow me whole right now' I thought

His index finger firmly came under my chin and harshly made me look at him "But whatever it is....stay the fuck away from me. You're dead to me Jazz" with that he finally stepped back and walked away.

I stared at the retreating body as tears finally found its way down my cheeks.Painful memories of the past slowly and painfully crawled its way into my head as I sank myself down to the floor with both hands covering my eyes wishing the memories would disappear....but it didn't.

I created this mess and now I got to live with it.