SELF CONTROL, 𝘯. 𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘪¹⁸⁺

❝ You're prettier than a white line, Hyejin. ❞

Seventeen year old 𝗦𝗔𝗜𝗧𝗢 𝗞𝗔𝗭𝗨𝗬𝗨𝗞𝗜 has always felt like a ghost in her own life, drifting through classes, skipping rehearsals and fading into the background of Tokyo's restless neon nights. Desperate to feel something, she takes a hit of Salvia with a few friends. What follows is a trip that unravels her very sense of self, and rethreads it into a new existence.

She awakens not as Kazuyuki, but as 𝗖𝗛𝗔 𝗛𝗬𝗘𝗝𝗜𝗡 a confident, mysterious girl in a foreign city that hums like déjà vu. In this dreamlike world, time folds strangely and nothing holds its shape for long. Hyejin is everything Yuki is not, bold, graceful, unafraid. She belongs here.

𝗖𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥 𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗧: @-ASTR0HEE

𝙏𝙒, mentions of; suicide, drug abuse,
deep psychosis, alcohol abuse,
eating disorders and homophobia

STARTED 28 / 07 / 25.

N!RIKI X FEM!OC.

𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗙 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗧𝗥𝗢𝗟, a nishimura riki fanfiction