Insomnia - Bang Chan
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Last published Wed, Aug 27, 2025
"I'm fine."
"You haven't slept in four days, hyung."
"You're shaking."
"...Am I?
Everyone knows Bang Chan doesn't sleep. It's practically a joke in the industry, another mark of his dedication as the perfect leader.
He's the leader who stays up for everyone, who works twice as hard and never says no. But behind the music, the smiles, and the studio lights, something is breaking.
He's been awake for days. Weeks. Maybe months. He's losing time. Hearing things. Forgetting who he is when no one's looking. And still, he keeps going, because that's what's expected of him.
Until he can't anymore.
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⚠️ Warnings: Insomnia, Psychosis, Hallucinations ,Substance use, Medical hospitalization, strong language,Angst, dissociation,Unreliable reality
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Started: July 29 2025
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