Never ending cry
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Ongoing14m
Last published Sun, Aug 31, 2025
This story is a personal vent story, which is also a self insert kinda. The Main character Emily, is an adopted daughter of Philza and od struggling a lot. Phil and his sons are trying their best to make Emily family feel like she belongs in their family.
English isn't my first language so sorry for any misspels and stuff, also i don't think how often i'll be updating this story since its basically me just venting, but we will see.
Anyways i'm not expecting that anyone will read this honestly, but if someone will then enjoy my broken and mentally unstable writer's mess of a story
Also trigger warnings for the book, there will probably be lots of them, so watch out. I'm too lazy to write them all down and i think they kinda spoiler what will happen in the chapter so yeah. But yeah just be prepared for some nice angst and stuff.
Oh yeah and also everyone is adopted and under 18 (except for Phil ofc), but there will be refferences to that in later chapters
Started on 27.07.2025
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