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Just Baby Scars (An Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction)

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"I-Ivy," My hands laid at my side, covered in blood.
   "Ivy, why?" He collapsed at my side taking my wrists in his hands, holding on to them tightly.
   "You don't love me," The words were barely auditable through my lips, my face was heavy, I didn't have much longer.
   "Do-Don't ever say that," He pulled my close to him, burying his head in my neck, "I love you more than you hate yourself."
   He placed his lips on my head, seeming to push me into my deep sleep.
   "I love you."All Rights Reserved

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Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC by danyulaintonfiyah

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