Muted Until Radiant
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Last published Tue, Jul 29, 2025
Genre: Gaming | Drama | Coming-of-Age | Emotional Slow Burn
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When Ivy first downloaded Valorant on her hand-me-down laptop, she didn't expect much. The screen barely ran at 12 FPS, and she could barely shoot straight. But she liked Sage. quiet, helpful, invisible. Like her.
Placing Iron 1 was no surprise. Climbing to Bronze 3? That took everything including letting a guy named Reid carry her. His trio welcomed her... sort of. His best friend hated her, his girlfriend constantly made digs, and one of the other guys was only nice to her when no one else was looking.
Ivy thought it was better than nothing.
Until the jokes stopped being funny.
Until she stopped feeling safe.
Until she left.
She disappeared for months. Got a real PC. Started streaming. Climbed on her own. Quiet. Solo. Anonymous. Until one night in Diamond, she queued into a ranked match...
And it was them.
Reid. His best friend.
And the guy who was nice to her once.
This time, Ivy wasn't the same girl they used to carry.
And she wasn't stopping at Diamoned.
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