Panic in my head
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MatureComplete Tue, Jul 29, 202532m
Han Jisung is struggling with anxiety. He's been experiencing more and more panic attacks and is feeling like a burden to everyone around him. He believes he'd be better off alone. Better off gone.
That's not true.
But he can't see that.
(Original on my AO3, Azar1212)
(Artwork is by @Lee_Knowsme on X or Twitter)
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STRAY KIDS X
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