𝐋𝐚 𝐌𝐢𝐚 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 : 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐎𝐟 𝐓𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐮 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚 𝐁𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐚 | 𝐒𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐔𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞

Some things are easier to write than to say.

Tengku Andrea's Diary is a quiet, heartfelt collection of thoughts from a girl navigating love, trust, and the ruins of a family that once felt whole. After her parents' painful divorce, Andrea never imagined marriage would come so soon or that it would feel so unfamiliar. But with a heart still learning how to heal, she lets her pen do the speaking.

It's not just a diary.
It's her way of breathing.

To the ones who love quietly,
Who carry wounds with grace,
And write to feel whole again,

This is for you.

This isn't a love story.
It's a girl trying to understand love.

Tengku Andrea Bianca Marogani never imagined her 20th birthday would end with her mother leaving and carrying someone else's child. The divorce shattered the image of "forever" she once believed in. But through it all, her father remained. Loyal. Loving. Present.

Now, she finds herself stepping into an arranged marriage, not because she was forced, but because part of her wanted to believe in something again.

Her husband is kind. Patient. Safe. And yet, Andrea isn't sure how to let herself feel.

Through every entry, she unpacks her silence, her softness, her grief, and her hope.
These aren't just pages.

They're her process of learning to love and be loved again.