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He Xuan Diaries: This Was Meant to Be a Vengeance Log, Now It's Just Feelings

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Parts 11
Time 37m

HulianShipper99

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This began-was supposed to begin-as a cold, precise record of my revenge.

A logbook.
An archive of divine injustices.
A place to collect data. Keep focus. Remember what they did to me.

And it was, at first.
Page one? Names, punishments, strategic updates.
Page two? Curses, sightings, celestial movement.
Page three?

He appeared.
Shi Qingxuan.

Wind Master. Laughter incarnate. Trouble on legs. The only person in three realms who could walk directly into a deadly trap and call it a picnic.

He should've been a minor note. A background risk. Collateral, if necessary.
But instead he barged into my plans, smiled at me, and then never left.

And now this "vengeance log" is a disaster.

Every page since his arrival is just:
"Saw him trip over a cat. Tried not to laugh. Failed."
"He brought me steamed buns. Said I 'looked peckish.' Noted."
"Touched my sleeve. Unclear if intentional. I am compromised."
It's not even revenge anymore. It's... feelings.
Messy ones. Warm ones. The kind that make my hands shake and my curses misfire.

I'm going to burn this entire book.

But not yet.

Because tomorrow we're going to the market and he wants to buy hairpins "for disguises."
He'll drag me into it. I'll let him. And I'll write it down like a fool.

So here it is:

A failed vengeance log.
A war journal turned wind-stained diary.
A place to keep the pieces of myself I thought I'd buried under salt and blood.

I never meant to feel again.
And now I can't stop.

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Poisonous Peasant Concubine

Ling JingXuan, a secret international doctor and killer. Can save people with one hand and kill with the other. Right or wrong, both paths without exception would cause people to be terror stricken. One morning he crossed over, with only four bare walls for a home and was also given two free stir fried little buns. Ling Jingxuan can't help but be speechless.This life, can this pit be any bigger? Yan Chengrui, Qing dynasty's only prince with a title of General. On his first mishap on a mission, a good man forcibly became a slave wife. There was no one who was not disappointed from the imperial family. But, don't know when slave wife learned it but poison concubine's poison was incomparable, who dares to try to straighten him out? "What? 30 Wen? You're robbing from people so expensive!" One day of the month of a certain year, Ling Jingxuan takes the two little buns to the market to buy living necessities.These five year old little buns after hearing the price have to hold back their red faces. Fried little hands rigidly held onto the broken wallet, Ling Jingxuan suddenly wanted to cry but had no tears. Sons, we earned money but not spending it, don't tell me its left for the foals? At the end, it was obvious they carried two liang of silver. Stuff that was sold at the last minute were the cheapest. Seeing the smile of satisfaction from the little fried buns, Ling Jingxuan secretly vowed. One day he would develop them into super meat buns，a rich 2nd generation family! Note: this is for offline reading only Please don't vote