Lost Identity (Nickel Story)
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Story about Nickel past depression.
His parents give Nickel a job, a family job. It should be his cousin's "job", but he left. So Nickel was the one who does the "job" now
⚠️Warning ⚠️
•Depression
•Self-harm
•Blood
•suicide thoughts (I'm sorry for not added this)
(This story happened right before "Self Love First,Pls" . Before he even meet anyone else)
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