Diary of Alois
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This is a true story of my experiences as a pansexual male, who was born as a female. I hope that this will be helpful to others, or are allies of people, who happen to be dealing with something similar.
I'm going to write this in a diary/journal format so you're going to be able to see what exactly is going on at the moment, as well as how being an outcast, conversion therapy, foster homes, and homophobia effects every day life for me and others.
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