Finding My Alpha

I became supernatural more than 5 years ago and still I can't find my mate. I have searched most of the world and still no mate. I have tried more than once to take my own life but i can't, my wolf always try to hold me back. She still has hope that one day we will find our mate. I was changed by a Luna at 17. She lost her mate, her other half, her soul mate as well as the rest of her pack. She was lonely. She became the mother I never had and life was good but all good things must come to a halt. Our loyalties will be tested and we must hunt to find my mate, an Alpha, but many obstacles will be in our way and only the fittest will survive this revolution.