The Theory Of Me
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MatureOngoing9m
Last published Sat, Dec 26, 2015
Have you ever had some kind of food that just crumples in your hand until you can't eat it anymore? Well that's exactly how my life was for a couple of years. One moment it was perfectly fine and the next, not so good I would say. Being gay isn't easy, especially when your entire family has been strictly against same sex marriage for as long as I could remember. Maybe because we owned the biggest company in the country and they thought the public would judge them. I may never know.
Riley Pawns always thought she liked boys, but she just couldn't lie to herself. She had never been good at lying. Will she be able to tell her family about her true feelings or forever lock her feelings away?
I've always been a huge romantic. I love all sorts of romances, forbidden love to simply easy love. Whenever I see one of my friends with some guy/girl I don't know, I instantly ship them. Some may call me crazy, but I'm more than crazy. I'm mad! I always though I would meet my true love somewhere romantic like on a rainy day and he gives me his jacket because I forgot mine. Or on a beach during a sunset! What I didn't know was that none of that could ever happen, for I would have an arranged marriage to some English jerk!
Blake Skyler loves love and never imagined herself to not look forward to her own marriage day. What will she do? Should she stay and endure this prick or run from her fears?
WARNING:
IF YOU DONT LIKE GAYS DONT READ
IM NOT AGAINST GAYS IF I OFDEND ANYONE PLEASE TELL ME
THERE WILL BE SWEAR WORDS
ALOT OF FLUFF IN THIS! :3
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