A Phanfic with ups and downs, this fic can cause heavy emotions so IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO DEATH OR INSPIRED BY IT DO NOT READ THIS. Well this may seem like a copy of The fault in our stars but it isn't I just liked the song by Troye Sivan that it gave me the idea to call it the cult in our phandom, this fic has a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT STORYLINE TO THE FAULT IN OUR STARS but if it dose I give all credit to John green and Troye Sivan so don't give me complaints saying 'OHH THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED IN THE FAULT IN OUR STARS MUHAHAHA LE TROLL KEYS' because I just basically said I didn't now if it dose. So yeah have a nice time reading this ^_^ BTW there may be afew spelling mistakes