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I Have Never Felt So Alone

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Reads 2,313
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Parts 32
Time 2h 45m

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samantha had just got out of a 2 year marriage with a horrible man and is living at home for the time being. she is lost and confused. Until one day she meets a certain someone. 

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love so bittersweet | billie eilish by rain0verheated

𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒, 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑔𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓃... Amidst the struggle of a blossoming career, Lacy Bardot gets offered the opportunity of a life time. However, unaware of how high the stakes would become, she finds herself trapped as she balances between professionalism and intoxicating cravings. ♡ Billie Eilish x female oc ♡

Byline | Billie Eilish by mommyb1ll1e

Lucy Harper is fearless, brilliant, and one of the most ruthless journalists in LA. When she lands an exclusive story on Billie Eilish, it's the opportunity of a lifetime. The problem? Billie already knows Lucy, because years ago, Lucy wrote a brutal article about her. What starts as a battle of sharp words and cold stares quickly turns into something far more dangerous. With a career-defining story on the line and a pull she can't ignore, Lucy is forced to ask herself: Is love worth betraying everything she's built? And what happens when she becomes the headline?

UNWANTED by Daspoulomi1

💔 Unwanted Lisa Manoban was born into the richest and most powerful family in Thailand. Her father, Anurak Manoban, a Thai business tycoon, and her mother, Kim Soojin, a Korean heiress, built an empire that ruled every industry-oil, hotels, automobiles, entertainment, stocks, and beyond. Her elder sister, Chaeyoung Manoban, and elder brother, Bambam Manoban, were admired everywhere they went, treated like royalty. To the world, the Manoban family was untouchable. But to little Lisa, it was all empty. She would run with tiny feet to her father, pulling his hand: > "Dada... pway wif me, pwease..." And his cold voice would push her away: "Go away, Lisa. You are not important." She would tug at her sister's dress, eyes shining: > "Unnie... Lisa sit wif you?" But Chaeyoung would shove her off with disgust: "Don't call me unnie. You're not my sister." She would hug her toy and look at Bambam: > "Oppa... pway toy wif Lisa?" But he would glare and snap: "Don't bother me, Lisa. You mean nothing here." And her mother? She never even looked at her. Just silence. In a palace filled with gold, cars, and diamonds, Lisa had no love-no mama hugs, no dada kisses, no sister, no brother. Just loneliness. At night, clutching her small hands, she whispered to the sky: > "God... why nobody want Lisa? Why Lisa unwanted... even by her own famiwy?" And in this whole cruel world... did Lisa have anyone who truly wanted her in their life? ---

somewhere in between by Embereilish

Madison Barrett never meant to fall into anyone's gravity. Twenty-two, vegan, and heartbreak-shy, she's more at home sketching in her journal or sharing quiet nights with her ride-or-die friends in Highland Park than chasing anything that feels too big, too fast, too... unreachable. But a weekend trip to Italy changes everything. A missed name. A shoulder nap on a stranger's flight. And blue eyes that stay with her longer than they should. That stranger? Billie Eilish - international icon, guarded heart, and Gracie Abrams' best friend. When their paths cross again unexpectedly at Gracie's Paris concert, Madison realizes the girl she brushed off, the one she slept against, and the one who's been showing up in her thoughts for days... are all the same person. What follows is a slow, messy, magnetic unraveling - of fear, of fame, of the walls they've both learned to live behind. Told with emotion, detail, and the kind of aching tension only a real connection can create, Somewhere In Between is a love story born between long flights, sleepless city nights, shared vegan meals, and the music that keeps pulling them back to each other - no matter how hard they try to resist. Because sometimes love doesn't hit all at once. Sometimes it waits in the in-between 4th in #billieeilish 20/6/2025 3rd in #billieeilish 21/6/2025 - 23/6/2025- 27/6/2025 🥇in #eilish 🥉in #eilish 🥈in #eilish 🥇 in #gracieabrames

The Collaboration by gxldw1ng

Billie Eilish has always been a solo artist. Independent. Perfectionist. Untouchable. The idea of collaborating with anyone makes her skin crawl. But her label insists-her fourth album needs a collaboration. Enter Avery Quinn: twenty-one, ambitious, bright-eyed, and annoyingly talented. A rising star who's used to teamwork, Avery sees this as the opportunity of a lifetime. Billie sees it as a nightmare. Forced to spend long nights together in the studio, clashing over lyrics, melodies, and creative control, Billie's patience wears thin... and yet, she can't deny the pull Avery has over her. What starts as friction soon turns into something neither of them expected a dangerous, messy, undeniable attraction. Two artists. One studio. Too many sparks. gxg started: 09/14/2025 finished: 11/11/2025 achieved: 🥇 #collaboration

𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐓𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐫 || ᴋ. ʙᴀᴋᴜɢᴏ by amkyor

"𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬?" - 𝐊. 𝐁𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨: This story is Slowburn, follows a couple of months after the epilogue and is accurate/realistic. WARNING: My writing style is very detailed, so if you aren't into detailed writing, please either leave or skip scenes. Please don't leave comments regarding my very detailed writing. ──────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───────── 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 𝐢𝐧 "𝐏𝐭: 𝟎 - 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨" 𝐔𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞: Every Saturday - Anytime Every Wednesday - Anytime 𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥: 45k votes by August 5th

When We Begin Again | Billie Eilish by conncinnityy_

Aurora Bennett and Billie Eilish met in a Los Angeles dance class at thirteen. they were inseparable ever since-bonding over music, inside jokes, and even their shared crush on Justin Bieber. For years, Billie wasn't just Aurora's best friend; she was home. But in 2021, Aurora's world shattered. Her mum's sudden passing forced her and her little sister Juliette back to Brisbane, into the custody of a father they feared. At just eighteen, Aurora chose to endure his cruelty to protect Juliette, sacrificing her entire life in L.A. The day Juliette turned thirteen, the sisters sought help from child protection services, and Aurora fought a brutal five-month court battle to win custody. She won-but the cost was high. Their father had destroyed every device, every connection, every trace of the life they once knew. Until a letter changed everything. Encouraged by her best friend Kyle, Aurora wrote to Billie through a P.O. box, never expecting it to reach her. But it did. Soon, secret letters became the sisters' lifeline back to L.A.-a thread of connection, once a month, from her aunt's house. Then one day, Finneas reached out directly. Through him and Claudia, Aurora discovered something she never dared hope for: a way back. Now, with their mother's hidden inheritance uncovered, a home waiting in L.A., and Kyle finally ready to make the move, Aurora, Juliette, and Kyle are returning. Finneas and Claudia are determined to surprise Billie with Aurora's return, keeping the secret safe. What Aurora doesn't know yet is that this isn't just about finding her old life again. It's about discovering that sometimes the love stories she buries herself in aren't just stories- sometimes, they're waiting for her, the moment she begins again.

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𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐗 𝐅𝐄𝐌 𝐎𝐂 "𝐈𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝." 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝. "𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭." 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬. -𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇- 𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐣𝐨𝐛 𝐚𝐬 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝. 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭. 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.

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