"Am I losing it?"
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"Am I losing it?"
A question we've asked ourselves time and time again. Usually we don't actually mean it. But when we do, it means that something is wrong and we've noticed it. The Human Mind is a scary place. We think things that aren't true, wage wars in our head for what's right and wrong. And at the end of it, we ask
"Am I losing it?"
What happens if you are? What do you do then? Do you accept it? Or do you fight it as hard as you can?
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