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Even When I Don't Want To Be

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Reads 236
Votes 11
Parts 27
Time 1h 50m

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It wasn't love at first sight. It was almost something worse.

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Cassie was supposed to move on.

Her ex broke her in ways she still can't explain, but showing up to the same party as him? That was her God-awful mistake. So she goes upstairs, alone, hoping to disappear for just a minute.

That's when she meets Jalen.

He's not quite friendly, not quite soft. He doesn't say much.
But somehow, it's like he sees right through her.

One conversation, and she's already letting her guard down. One almost-kiss, and she's hooked. They start messing around; fast, hard, and with all the wrong rules. 

But feelings never follow the rules. And Cassie's not sure she can handle how close he's getting.

Especially when the past won't stop haunting her, and neither will he.All Rights Reserved

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