A Love To Smile Upon....Book 1

I'm happy now that we go out, but it feels awkward. I wonder what will big V will say about it even though she hook us up the first time. My girlfriend Darlene is happy to be with me ,but im not so sure if im happy. We just got together yesterday thanks to my best friend big V.

I told my other best friend ben about me and Darlene, he said "He knew we would go out with each other" but I don't know if he was happy about us, it was the way he said t that made me think that. I told big V that I think ben trying to ruin me and Darlene relationship. She said she was going to talk to ben about it.

The next day big V told me that ben said he was not trying to ruin our relationship, but I did not believe him. I was so mad at him I told him we were not best friends anymore. Me and him got in a argument because I kept saying he jealous of me, Darlene and big V was trying to tell me that I need to apologize to ben because I took it to far. I did apologize to ben and we became best friends again.

After a few months I wanted to break up with Darlene because I had feelings for another girl, I knew it was wrong for me to break up with Darlene. So I broke up with her, She was sad and mad at me. Her friends Kira, Nicky, and Imani was also mad at me, when it was none of their business.

The girl I had feelings for name was Nia I thought she was one of the prettiest girls I ever seen. She was way out of my league. Ben had feelings for Teresa, Nia best friend. I was scared to ask Nia out. Ben had ask Teresa out and they became girlfriend and boyfriend. I was kind of jealous because he got in a relationship before me. I wrote Nia a letter saying how I feel about her but who knew what she will say. On a Friday night it was me, ben, Nia, and Teresa on the phone all together and we were playing truth or dare.

Ben had dared me and Nia to go out with each other for a week, and if that week went well we go out peremantly. I thought to my self that it was A Love To Smile Upon.