Being Present (A TMA Jmart Fanfiction)
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"I am just- so tired", Jon sighs. "I'm so, so tired, Martin, and I needed- just for a moment, I wanted- I'm sorry."
Jon closes his eyes for a second, then lowers them to the ground, shoulders hunched in a show of defeat.
"You can go", Jon says. "Just- Sorry you had to see this, had to see- me, like this."
There's more than embarrassment and guilt in his voice, there's pain, there's a deep shame, and Martin hates it with an intensity he hasn't felt about anything in a long time.
"You were beautiful", it falls from his lips, reckless and stupid, real and true.
~oOo~
Or, the one where an invisible Martin catches Jon in a moment of pining intimacy, is discovered, and they have even more desperately pining sex about it.
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