The thought of death was no stranger to Lee Hana. Ever since that night of the accident when she was thirteen years old, which landed her in the hospital for a week, Leading to the unfortunate discovery of the genetic disease her biological mother passed onto her, It was the only thing she could think of. She knew how she'll die, And when.
Hana knew life was unfair. She learned that at a young age that some people just got lucky, And others got the shorter end of the stick. She learned that the world kept spinning no matter what happens to you, Or how it affects you. And you have no choice but to accept it, And fall in line with everybody else.
But, She couldn't accept it. She couldn't accept that life was so cruel, That the chances of her living past twenty was slim. She couldn't accept that she was forced to inherit only one gift her absent mother left for her. A heart disease. Arrhythmia, A disease which made her heart beat irregularly at erratic times, Forcing her to wear a heart monitor for the remaining years of her life.
It was hard to come to terms with the fate awaiting her. She found it easier to distance herself from things that once brought her joy in her dull world, Knowing attachments will just make leaving harder. So, She found solace in hating things. Hana hated most things in her life. She hated her body and her heart. She hated her mother, And the fact she passed her condition onto her.
She hated that she wasn't normal.
But, There's nothing else she hated more than the glossy-eyed boy that hovered over her, Who's trembling hands shot out to her shoulders, Shaking and pleading for a response. The boy who made her start to realize,
How badly she wanted to live.
or,
In which, Go Hyuntak, a carefree boy who tries to live out his teenage years to fullest, focusing on the present rather than the future meets, Lee Hana, a girl with no choice but to be stuck in the past, wishing for a future.
in which lucy hopper refuses to let herself fall for the steve fucking harrington.
your lips, my lips
apocalypse
currently rewriting!!
steve harrington x fem!oc
stranger things
season 1 - season 4
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