Illumoria 12 - P.F
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Last published Fri, Aug 22, 2025
Illumoria ; (noun)
the realization that every person has hidden parts of themselves, a light they rarely share.
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Orla Flynn had always known of Patrick and the group he was in because she was in it to, she was good friends with Claire growing up so she had been added into the group from the moment it was truly created, but she's changed a lot since when she was young.
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Patrick Feely had always known Orla she was always around no matter what, but she was younger then him it may only be by a year and half but still he always told him self she was to young and it would mess up the dynamic of the friend group, that was until he started noticing her bad habits that were destroying her.
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