what you can't have | B.E.
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Last published Tue, Aug 12, 2025
Back when her older brother, Finneas, started high school, Billie didn't expect to find herself obsessing over his new best friend. She tried to do everything she could to get her attention, but it was no use as she always ended up being treated like she was her little sister. Five years later, Billie is in her senior year of high school, and still crushing on her brother's best friend. But Kaycee didn't think of Billie that way...until one night, when she's faced with the threat of desire and possibilities that could unravel her world. Ever since then, Kaycee can't seem to get Billie off her mind, and she wondered how she couldn't see the signs before.
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