I wish I were you (bxb)
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Orion likes the night.
The streets are empty, the engine is loud, and nobody asks questions.
Pavo likes watching the man across the street on his blue-and-red bike - the one who never takes off his helmet until he's out of sight. He doesn't know why he notices him so much. Only that he does.
For months, they're only shadows in each other's lives. Until a single moment cracks the distance wide open.
Wish I Were You is a slow-burn urban romance about two men caught between wanting to disappear and wanting to be seen - and what happens when someone finally looks back.
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