My Journal
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Last published Wed, Aug 20, 2025
Deepthi never expected to find her old journal again. Buried in a dusty cupboard in Bengaluru, it holds memories she thought she'd forgotten-her dreams, broken friendships, first heartbreaks, and the loss of her Appa. Now she is 22, juggling work and life, reading those pages stirs emotions she wasn't ready to face. What will she uncover hidden between the lines? Can she find strength in her past, or will the pain pull her back? Follow Deepthi's honest and raw journey of healing, resilience, and rediscovery, where every word brings her closer to the truth she's been running from.
Some memories hurt. Some moments still choke me when I think about them. But I wrote through it. Somehow, I kept going. And now, I'm reading it again. Not just for me-but for you. Because I think someone out there needs to know that they're not alone. That it's okay to break, to lose people, to feel like the world has moved on without you. I won't give you a perfect story. This isn't some "she healed and everything is fine" type of thing.
No. This is real.
Raw.
Ours.
So read slowly. Feel freely. Laugh if you want. Cry if you need to.
Because through all of it... I'm still here.
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