"What If"
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"What if I was gone? Would anyone really care?"
A nineteen-year-old girl who has spent years buried under verbal, emotional, and mental abuse in a fractured family. Feeling unloved, unappreciated, and invisible, she comes to believe that suicide is the only way out.
But after her attempt, something unexpected happens. She sees everything she thought she'd leave behind-the chaos, the grief, the shattered hearts of the people she loves. From her siblings' trauma to her mother's brokenness, from empty holidays to milestones she'll never reach, she watches the ripples of her absence spread farther than she ever imagined.
Her journey through the "what if" of her death forces her to face the truth: her life carries weight, even when she feels forgotten.
Raw, emotional, and ultimately hopeful, What If is a gripping story about the lies we believe in our darkest moments, the devastation suicide leaves behind, and the power of choosing to stay.
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