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Ashes of Me

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Her story:
She's lost-love slips through her fingers, studies crush her spirit, and even God feels silent. Life presses down like a weight, death whispers like a promise, and she doesn't know which way to turn. Her heart is a map with no roads, and the world keeps moving while she stays broken in place.

Her heart:
"She drifts between despair and a fragile hope, feeling the weight of the world and the pull of nothing, and cannot choose which to embrace."

Her mind:
"The pain inside her whispers louder than any prayer, and she teeters on the edge where living and ending bleed into one."All Rights Reserved

ambition confessions confusion darkness mentalhealth paid sorrow spiritualwarfare

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Chapter One: The Year He Left
Fri, Aug 22, 2025

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Chapter One: The Year He Left
Fri, Aug 22, 2025

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Diary of a Mad Jezebel

In a world where success is measured by gold, love became a puzzle, elusive and cold. She longed to fill the emptiness inside, yearning for a soulmate to stand by her side. With flaws laid bare, she sought to be seen, a heart so raw, a soul between. Then came a love, strong and true, a resilient spirit, their bond grew. Magnetic, captivating, they intertwined, easing the burdens that weighed her mind. For the first time, love felt real, in his embrace, her wounds could heal. Convinced he was the missing part, her heartbeat steady, no longer torn apart. Yet fate has a way of shifting the skies, their tale took a turn, a darkened disguise. Secrets uncovered, truths brought to light, the joy they shared crumbled in the night. A shattering blow, her heart left torn, the love she believed in now was worn. Yet through the pain, there came a chance, redemption's whisper, a final dance. Amid the brokenness, she found her way, a new understanding of love's true sway. No longer blind, she questioned the cost, the essence of love, now understood, but lost. For in the end, love is not just a piece, but a journey of healing, and finding release.