Hate me, Hold me
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Last published Fri, Jun 5, 2026
Eva Parker always kept her head down and did everything right. But none of that mattered to Billie Eilish. To her, Eva was the perfect target. What Billie didn't know was the hell Eva lived through at home, the bruises she hid, and the weight she carried. But when Billie discovers the truth and follows her home, the game shatters. The bully who once broke her down can't stop needing her, and Eva can't decide if she wants to run from Billie or fall even deeper.
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