STAR: His love makes me ache sometimes. but it would be the sweetest ache ever if it's for his sake...
EVAN: Maybe the sky wasn't really dark because of that "STAR"...
what it feels like to be treated miserably by your own father, and then hated by your mate, disgusted by your pack and reduced to nothingness. you stop feeling anything just living to breath and fullfil your duties until your physical body set you free from imprisonment of life.