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Lover I Don't Have To Love

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Reads 481
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Parts 21
Time 2h 29m

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adamhann drugaddiction fanfiction georgedaniel heartbreak mattyhealy mattyhealyfanfiction maturelanguage maturethemes rossmacdonald the1975 the1975fanfic

Los Angeles, 2013. The 1975 are on the edge of fame, and Matty Healy is unraveling as quickly as he's rising. In a sweat-soaked dive bar, he meets an aspiring actress with fire in her eyes and loneliness in her bones. Their connection is instant - cigarettes, bruised laughter, late-night confessions - but it isn't love.

What begins as hunger and escape spirals into a ritual of destruction: hotel rooms, empty bottles, whispered promises, and the needle that binds them tighter than desire ever could.

This is not a happy love story.
It's a fever dream - two souls chasing oblivion, desperate to feel everything and nothing all at once.All Rights Reserved

adamhann drugaddiction fanfiction georgedaniel heartbreak mattyhealy mattyhealyfanfiction maturelanguage maturethemes rossmacdonald the1975 the1975fanfic

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