I love my dead friend and my killer (kaneki x uta x juuzo)

-I want to save everyone-
-I cannot live with you, nor without you-
-death is just numbers, right?-
Tragedies aren't popular anymore, but I wish they were. Some people still remembered him. I still got his measurements and his picture. Sometimes I feel like he's in my mind, controlling me. But I still remember him vividly. I remember Kaneki Ken.

Warning!!
Don't get too emotionally connected to any characters in this story. (From Tokyo ghoul or any OC's)
There will be spoilers!
This is a story that continues after the first manga ends. So there will also be tears.
I do not own Tokyo ghoul, nor any of the characters from Tokyo ghoul.
The chapters are written on my phone notes. So you can expect a lot of shitty autocorrects.