His old self
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  • Reads 107
  • Votes 2
  • Parts 26
  • Time 1h 32m
Complete, First published May 17, 2015
Mature
The way you guys see my best friend.......is not the way he use to be. You see a death of a loved one can sometimes change everything for better and for worse. My friend Harry had it the hard way, as did I. My older brother Tom was killed in a car crash. I suffered from major depression since I was 12. He died when I was 14. He helped me cope. But for harry, after my brother died, he was some how distant, I couldn't under stand why. But one day while I was with my friend Nash and boyfriend cameron, I realised, he has the same thing as me, depression.
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My name is James. I have two brothers, two identical brothers. My life was always 'different' but it was by no means boring. It wasn't always easy but we made the most of it. When I was sixteen I had one of the worst experiences of my life. Looking back on it now, that year changed me, a lot. It molded me into the person I am today. It chokes me up to even think about it, but if anything had been different I wouldn't be where I am right now. You know how they say everyone has a purpose? It's true. Even someone you may think can't contribute at all. If you look hard enough you'll find it, their reason for being here. Some people can see it without much effort at all. Unfortunately for others, they don't realize it until their gone.