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Only when I look Back

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Parts 5
Time 49m

khushi__singh__667

love relationship-complicated romantic struggle

"I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I thought I was protecting something fragile. I didn't want to ruin what we had by dragging it into the mess that school drama can be. But I see now... that hiding it made it feel like it wasn't real. And that's on me."
Nina looked at him, stunned.
He stepped closer, his voice steady. "You're not some girl I'm afraid to claim. I think about you all the time. I notice when your voice shakes while reading in class, or how you doodle stars on the edge of your notes. I'm proud of being yours... I was just scared of what people would say. But I'm more scared of losing you."
She blinked fast again, this time for a different reason.
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I Hate You "SADDO"

"Some bonds are meant to last forever, but what if they're torn apart by a single lie?" The boy who had once called me his peace, the one who promised to stay by my side forever, now stood before me as a stranger. Dressed in a suit, with a "Lecturer" badge on his chest, the boy I once knew was gone. In his place was a man I barely recognized. We had been inseparable. Best friends. But that all changed when she came between us. Her lies, her manipulation, shattered everything. And just like that, the friendship we had built over the years was gone, leaving nothing but silence and questions. Now, he's back. But this time, he's not my healer. He's my teacher. And this shock? It felt like a betrayal. Can we ever find our way back to each other? Or is the damage done too deep to heal?