I hate loving you
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Sat, Aug 30, 2025
A ShadowVanilla story, short, yet so full.
In another timeline, where Pure Vanilla was desperately in love, and Shadow Milk turned out to be the blind one.
TG: Hanahaki disease, death, SH (self h@rm), "ending the suffering" (su1c1de)
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