I've been watched for weeks.
At first, I told myself it was paranoia. But then came the proof pictures. Shots of me sleeping. Changing. Showering. Shopping outside. Cooking in my kitchen. Every private moment stolen, frozen, and sent to my phone like a sick game.
My hands shook so badly I could barely hold my phone. My back was slick with cold sweat. The walls felt like they were closing in.
I went to the police, desperate, my voice breaking.
"Something's wrong. Someone's stalking me, watching me through cameras in my apartment, Please help me!"
I shoved my phone at them. The videos and photos were there, I swear they were.
The messages too-warnings, threats, promises that I'd be "taken soon."
Even the call logs, numbers I didn't recognize, all staring back at me. But the moment I tried to show the officers... it was gone. Every file, every text, erased before their eyes. Just empty folder like I had imagined this.
"No! It was right here!" I screamed, scrolling frantically, my voice echoing through the station. "Please, you have to believe me!"
I must have looked insane my hands trembling so violently the phone nearly slipped, my breath coming in ragged gasps, tears streaking down my face. I could feel people staring at me, judging, their eyes sharp and cold.
"Here under the light fixture! Behind the mirror! I saw the red light blinking!" My words tumbled out, choked and desperate.
The officers exchanged that look. Pity. Doubt. One leaned in gently, as if I might shatter.
"Ma'am... maybe you should calm down. You seem very distressed. Perhaps you should... see someone."
I felt like a madwoman, screaming into the void, begging anyone to believe me. Their eyes said it all, stupid, hysterical, a nuisance wasting their time.
But I knew what I saw.
And I knew I wasn't crazy.
...Or was I?
[Book #2 in the Nystrom series]
[18+TW: mature content, heavy topics, language]
I push the feeling away and ultimately concentrate my gaze on his upper body, which still bears the traces of my lipstick. "You did not remove them?" He smirks and closes the book as I chuckle and trace the lip print with my finger.
I smile at the marks, I wanted him to be mine as much as I was his. The marks reflect that. He raises his eyebrows as soon as his eyes land on mine. "Oh?" His voice is hoarse and low when he murmurs, "You like them?"
"I do, they look pretty good on you." I admit, gazing up at him when I see him smirk and I wonder what he is thinking about, but when he grabs my hips and pulls me into his lap, my question is already resolved. "Why don't you take some pictures then, love?"
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𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐀 𝐇𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈, the psychopath. While she is still tormented by her dark past, she starts to realize that if anything could obliterate her, it would be her twisted mind. She was desperate for sanity, and as if someone had heard her, the only person who could give her that feeling appeared.
𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐒, the murderer. He would twist a knife in his heart if it meant proving that he'd do anything for her. He yearned to understand her, her innermost thoughts and ways of thinking. He wanted to be hers, even if it meant losing his own sanity for her.
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STARTED: July 2022
FINISHED: April 2023