Not His Girl
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The war with Hydra took out nearly all of the Avengers.
Nina Ortiz swore she'd never stop loving Bucky Barnes, the man she lost to war and Hydra's cruelty. His memory has been her anchor until Steve Rogers becomes something more than the man who shares her grief. They never truly got along, with Bucky serving as the buffer between them. Now, with him gone, their constant clashes are unbearable for their only remaining teammate, Peter Parker. Yet beneath every argument lies an undeniable connection, an attraction that feels dangerous, a pull that makes every stolen glance feel like betrayal.
But there's no time to untangle forbidden feelings. Hydra is not gone, and with the Avengers fractured, Nina and Steve are forced to fight side by side to stop the threat before it wipes them out for good. At Nick Fury's command, they must rebuild the Avengers even as they battle Hydra's resurgence. As the war closes in, Nina must decide: can she honor Bucky's memory while giving her heart a second chance or will love cost them everything?
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