This Time I Will Live

Scorned for his red hair, which gained him the name of the ill-fated star, Xie Ru is cursed with a harsh life at the hands of his own family. After his death, he awakens to the modern world, where he becomes versed in the ways of medicine and even lands himself as a surgeon.

But all good things must come to an end, especially for Xie Ru, the ill-fated star, when he ends up back in his previous world in his body moments after his death. He decides not to look back and truly live this time, while also dedicating his life to the ways of medicine, like back in his previous life.

What's this? A space that contains all the medical equipment he could need? Follow Xie Ru on his journey through life.

But someone please tell him why the two men who scorned him previously are madly in love with him? And his family want nothing more than his forgiveness, and is lowkey kind of possessive over him?

Some please save Xie Ru, cause he just wants to live!!!

(Cover art is from Pinterest, but I did some tweaking: https://au.pinterest.com/pin/49891508369440450/)