I'M NOT AFRAID, I'M THE MONSTER
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Art Vandeverde should feel safe.
He has Orion de Villeneuve - handsome, successful, endlessly patient. A man who says he loves him enough to piece him back together.
But Art wakes up every morning unsure of what's real: friends who look like corpses, strangers who know his name, flashes of blood and broken glass he can't forget.
Orion calls them delusions. Art calls them memories.
And the deeper Art falls into Orion's world of sex, silence, and secrets, the more he wonders:
Is he losing his mind?
Or is he finally remembering the truth?
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