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Addicted to hate | Billie Eilish

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Parts 11
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Reads 22,177
Votes 678
Parts 11
Time 1h 36m

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Lorelei Estelle is the girl everyone thinks they know. Online, she's reckless, confident, untouchable. The girl with the parties, the vlogs, the life that looks perfect through a screen.

But the truth is messier-late nights that never end, mornings she can't face, and a version of herself she hides behind smoke and alcohol.

Then one video changes everything. A rant, a name she refuses to say out loud... and a storm of comments convinced she's talking about Billie Eilish.

Maybe they're wrong. Maybe they're not.

Either way, Lorelei's about to learn that hate and obsession aren't as far apart as they seem.


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