Torn Between Both Sides
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I wanted to explore the (unattainable) possibility of a confused, baby-bisexual Panam clashing and bonding with Judy over our beloved merc, V.
After one too many morally-questionable gigs, V's mental state starts to decline and sets off into a wildfire after the events of Phantom Liberty.
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Book #1 of "His & Hers" book trilogy Warning: Mature (18+) Content! 25 year old Sienna Williams hooks up with a handsome stranger. As a result of her time with the charming stranger, she later gives birth to a son. It isn't until she learns he's the leader of a Mafia that her entire world is completely flipped upside down. 27 year old Tristan Lucci hooks up with a beautiful stranger. As a result of his time with the enchanting stranger, he finds himself needing to have her. So he tracks her down. It isn't until he learns that he's a father that his entire world is completely flipped upside down. **** All it takes is one time to create a life. And all it took was one life to bring two people together. But can that life keep them together, despite being apart of two completely different worlds? Find out what happens in the first book of the "His & Hers" book trilogy!
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