Torn Between Both Sides
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Last published Thu, Sep 11, 2025
I wanted to explore the (unattainable) possibility of a confused, baby-bisexual Panam clashing and bonding with Judy over our beloved merc, V.
After one too many morally-questionable gigs, V's mental state starts to decline and sets off into a wildfire after the events of Phantom Liberty.
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