Even if it hurts
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Last published Sun, Sep 28, 2025
They were bound long before they understood what love-or pain-meant. From childhood promises to boardroom wars, Ava Sinclair and Zayne Blake circle each other like fire and shadow, tied by secrets too dark to share and a bond too dangerous to break. When betrayal collides with fate, and love tangles with blood, they must choose: to let go, or to hold on-even if it hurts.
[I didn't add any kind of sexually explicit or smutty content but it does have some uncomfortable themes like blood, direct feeding or some gruesome scenes]
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This story holds my heart and I am sure you will love it too. It's just a request from me, read it properly from the start, if you want to read it
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