FORGIVE ME, FATHER

"I have done right by you. The only sins I confess to are three; following a path I never committed to, falling in love with him, and, finally leaving this world as I came. Forgive me, father. "

He was christened John Andrew Baptiste. A disciple, they said, a symbol. He was a dream carrier. He was the redemption. Before he could know the world, he was taught scripture first.
His part was laid out for him before he could decide, so he followed.

He was in the abbey when they met, and from then nothing was never the same. Sebastian Reed made him question and desire things that were of old forbidden, things no priest should dream about. He made him crave the taboo.

But there is still that constant fear, what if he let his father down, what if his darkest and deepest secrets were brought to light? What would happen if the church got to know it? And worst of all, would he ever be able to redeem himself from the little he was falling into?

Disclaimer
This story is purely fictional and nothing here depicts real life events.
There is no hate or malice or religious discrimination encouraged.