forever lost
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Last published Sat, Sep 20, 2025
White walls, flourecent lights and a cold metal bed is all Allie sees everyday. Locked up in a mental hospital in the late 1950's she imagines different scenarios to pass the time and overcome her past.
Who is she going to be today? Will she ever fit in or is she going to die an outcast?
17 year old Allie was put through hell and collapsed under the preassure. After being sent to the institue she dreams of freedom and a life of her own. Because underneath everything, she is still a teenage girl.
18 year old Collin lives next to the institue. After one of his regular peeks over the thick brick wall he could swear he saw a ghost. A tall skinny girl with long blonde hair, she seems to be outside everytime he looks over the wall. There's something enchanting about her and he quickly becomes obsessed with finding the truth.
But he is not the only one, 19 year old Steven. A medical student from Texas also has his eyes set on the ghostly girl on the third floor. He prefers to admire her from a distance, but what wouldn't he give to come up close with her?
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