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"Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves." - Henry David Thoreau
Being a kpop idol is hard, that much is true. At first it seems like the world is at your hands, but when reality sets in, it can become an entirely different story.
Xikers had to find out the hard way, after a particularly off day at the company.
The question is...how will they recover?
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