TWINGES OF AN IT
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Last published Fri, Sep 12, 2025
"You are no better than those dogs you see there, the only exception I can see is you can talk...you are always an "it"
"Abandoned, betrayed, and left for dead, kavins life was a canvas of pain and scars. But fate has a way of rewriting the narrative. When Dr. Phum takes him in, Kavin's world begins to heal, and love becomes the balm that soothes his soul. As their bond deepens, Kavin's thirst for revenge against those who wronged him grows. Will the flames of vengeance consume him, or will love be the salve that heals his heart?"
"From the depths of despair to the warmth of love, Kavin's journey is one of survival, revenge, and redemption. With Dr. Phum by his side, will he find closure and forgiveness, or will the past continue to haunt him?"
This is a first narrative story where "I" the writer refers the story to myself...
I'll be releasing it chapter by chapter..
I accept constructive criticism
By the way this is my first novel and it's also a Bl...
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