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Last published Sat, Sep 27, 2025
At just 20, Iris joins Midnight Avenue at the height of their fame. At 22, she's proven her belonging, but beneath the stage lights, she's drowning. ADHD, DCD, anxiety, depression, and body image struggles pull at her every step. The boys love her, but when mistakes, pressure, and relentless management break her down, the cracks widen. One night, they find her on a rooftop, on the edge of losing everything. It's the beginning of a story about survival, friendship, love, and the terrifying fragility of being human.
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This book contains themes of mental illness, ADHD/DCD struggles, panic attacks, suicidal ideation, self-harm, and emotional breakdowns. While written with care and respect, it may be triggering. Please prioritize your safety while reading.
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