When ana ruled my life (an anorexia story)

I was just a healthy 13 year old with a family who didn't care of what I did. My mother gave me away to a mysterious women. She was tall, had dark dark brown hair and was Offaly thin. Her name was Rhonda. She put me into a large van filled with about 6 other girls my age in there. We were driven to a large mansion with 9 other girls inside as well, they were younger than me. From then we were all forced to lose weight, exercise sand only have 3 small meals a day.

I'm now 18...I've been living here for years and I only eat 800 calories a day.... I've been brainwashed to thinking that skinny is better and that food with more than 100 calories was the enemy. I need help...