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Last published Sun, Apr 19, 2026
(PART 2 OF MY PREVIOUS GUSTHOLOMULE BOOK!)
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It had been 3 years- 3 long years where Matt tried to forget about his high school crush and possible soulmate Gus Porter. The relationship ended suddenly, to say the least. Matt handled it great though he totally didn't almost actually die and he totally didn't still get sad when he saw Gus because he was over it-totally and completely over it. . . totally. . . right?
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Hey so uh I hope you enjoy this as much as you did the last one.. hopefully you enjoyed the last book cause if not then why are you here? Warnings at the beginning of every chapter. So get ready, grab a snack, some music, and maybe a tea cause this will get interesting. Enjoy!! Also this is probably very OOC mb 🫤
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